I'm alive

Well of course Ironman is over, and it turns out the journey through life continues. It's been sort of a struggle deciding what direction I should go with this blog. These days my time is spent going to work, the gym, and laying in bed. Some where in there I manage to eat and maybe socialize. Nothing special, most times it's either Ramen or Rice and all the time grill fish (George Foreman makes it too easy) and socializing usually means Gchat or a random gym conversation. So I definitely can't write about food. Relationship - doesn't exist so I can't write about that (if it did exist and I wrote about it i'd probably get my ass kicked- hypothetically). So I'm not left with much. Really, the only thing I come in contact daily that puts me in a great place is my conversation with my mama and hearing songs and the lyrics speaking to me. So I could write about that and sound like a big baby, rehash some old wombs, or just sound like a bizarre crazy person. Honestly i'm not strong enough to write my feelings on the interwebs on a regular basis, if I actually had feelings, so I think for now this is just gonna have to be a blog about the random shit that pops into my head. Could be one line. Could be a novel - time will tell. So like time we move forward.